JESUS Rebuilt my confidence, and what it took to really know who I am. .

Only those who’ve felt not beautiful enough understand how it’s like to be filled by GOD’s love and get to see themselves as their Creator does..📝

Honestly, it’s impossible to see yourself completely beautiful outside of GOD!

Being fully confident, I mean godly-confident can be a little uncomfortable at first but blissful once you are used to it and fully embrace it. 🥰

Whom would I be without GOD’s love? How and what will I be? These are some of the questions I ask myself whenever I think and appreciate GOD’s love for finding me sooner…

Looking back…..

From being timid and too shy, standing and sitting at the back, wanting to hide almost all the time, and being afraid of the spotlight. JESUS washed me, renewed me, and put me in the front where I belong.😊

Well, I don’t regard shyness as a character flaw as I used to while growing up, I now look at it as a part of me that kept me in place yet cost me some excellent opportunities along the way… Truly I’d choose being laid back, quiet, and calm than being too forward and loud any day.😅

Before I truly knew CHRIST, I had superficial confidence, I looked and viewed myself based on how I looked, what I wore, what I owned, good grades, what I had, ambition, the people I associated with, and some other reasons that pump up people’s egos, that makes one feel important or high esteemed.

If my confidence relied merely on things or nothingness, was it ever going to stand?

Yes, I’ve always believed in GOD, the word(blindly and religiously), kindness, humility, and good character traits, but was I ever truly confident in who I was?

I was too hungry for success and riches. I walked with what is called determination and a proud self. I believed in independence(some masculinity) to the extent that I never wanted to need anyone or ask for help, even if I needed something like money(toxic self-sufficiency).

I now believe that pride, emptiness, brokenness, lack of purpose, covered by superficiality contributed a lot to who I was. I was a mess.

But is there anything too hard for the LORD??🙂

GOD had to start from scratch. HE had to clean, break, humble, teach, discipline, and rebuild me.

At some point, I watched my dreams, plans, efforts, and ambitions burn to ashes before my eyes. I saw doors closing, and people switching up on me and betraying me. It was a painful experience. GOD wanted to break down all the sense of control I believed I had over my life. Every single thing that I trusted in, had hope in and put a lot of faith in. GOD removed almost everything until I tremendously broke down.

It wasn’t easy for me to let go of who I was and what I wanted, I fought so hard, I resisted. I looked for new strategies, drew and designed new plans, sought more advice, and connected with some individuals who were seemingly ahead of me for motivation and inspiration. I tried again. All my efforts were painfully in vain.🥲

Imagine a warrior who never backs down after being hit so hard, getting back up after every hit no matter how hard. GOD knows what HE put inside of me, HE knows the resilience, persistence, tenacity, and even some stubbornness. HE knew exactly how much would it take for me to surrender. HE stripped off everything I held on to.

HE forced and taught me to surrender and that’s when everything changed. 🌻

The old self, tears, pain, perspective, and attitude were all infiltrated with the truth. To get to know who I truly am, I had to know HIM first… “You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free”(John 8:32)

I had to relearn almost everything. GOD re-introduced HIMSELF all over again and introduced me to myself. I didn’t know who I truly was and I was never truly confident.

After I got to know who I am in CHRIST, I’ve never looked back… Now success, money, what I have, wear, and what I own don’t get to define who I am.

I am a child of GOD, saved by grace.🙂

The rest are just additional to what GOD decides to bless me with, in short just mere blessings that will one day be vanity when I head back home(heaven). I work hard to glorify GOD, evangelize, and succeed in anything and more to glorify only GOD, not me and definitely not to impress anyone.

Are you still controlled by worldly standards, views, and definitions? JESUS can set you free.

May the LORD open up your eyes if HE hasn’t, may HE heal, renew and restore all that needs to be in JESUS Name.🙂🙏💕

Battling with GOD during the waiting season.

Oh, this is the topic I’ve been dragging my feet to write about for no particular reason🤦‍♀. It’s somehow a bit personal and so relatable because GOD has used so many things, especially waiting to mold me through HIS mighty hand.

I don’t want to sugarcoat anything but be as honest as possible.. .

Waiting on GOD can be hard especially if it’s longer than normal. That is why I don’t ever judge people who have turned away from GOD as they have experienced and felt as if HE failed them.

I mean, if you read the story of Abraham and Sarah in the Bible(Genesis) about their promise from GOD to have a child you’ll understand what it takes to trust and wait on GOD.

The barren woman Sarah was promised to be a mother of nations, which was seemingly impossible to man but divinely possible to GOD. Let me mention the things the pair went through especially Sarah throughout; the pain, mocking, embarrassment, disappointment, shame, sin, belittlement, doubt, resentment towards GOD, and more.

Does this above statement give you some understanding that even those with greater faith struggled with waiting on GOD?

My intentions are not to condone our behavior, feelings, thoughts, attitude, and all but rather validate it all, because I understand that GOD knows it all and HE cares!

Waiting on GOD can be daunting, angering, irritating, and can be filled with struggle, pain, and tears, yet it can also be filled with peace, joy, rest, humility, and holy character.

The reason why I can write about both sides, is I’ve been through both. There’s been a time in my life when I was at peace with GOD, HIS plan, and timing, I rejoiced at the time regardless knowing that GOD will bring HIS promises to pass, had my back, and will definitely answer my prayers the best way HE possibly can.

There’s also been a time when I would be fed up with the waiting, annoyed by praying, reading the word, and any positive gospel message that stirred up my faith, when calm sweet conversations with GOD turned into murmuring, it’s been crazy😅. Faith+waiting? Can be a hell of a ride😅…

It’s easy to share all these things about our faith journey when we’ve passed through them; when what GOD intended to produce has been.

What comes out of the waiting? I’ll count a few…

It’s patience, humility, strengthened faith, getting to know GOD deeply and more of HIS love.

As difficult as the process may be, the outcome is worth it. Some truth that is hard to accept for most of us is that everything GOD does, or allows to happen is for our good.

If everything happened the way I wanted, planned, and dreamed, would there be any seed of patience in me? I mean humility? Being prideful is all that I could be. Think of a brat child that always gets its way, is it likable? Can you stand it?

Why would then GOD let us be like that if HE intends to use and glorify HIMSELF through us? If HE intends us to dwell in HIS holy presence? To be used by GOD will cost each and every one of us, there are requirements and sacrifices involved.

In 2 Timothy 2:20, the Bible states that in the great house, there are different vessels for different purposes. If you and I can personalize that scripture and try to understand that as GOD is working in us HE also intends to use us for HIS divine purposes, our whole perspective would be much different.

How would that be? Will we still be impatient, and angered? Lack understanding of GOD’s purpose with every season that comes?

There are so many Bible verses that can help us shift our perspective during hard times and help us lean on JESUS instead of running away from HIM. That is why it’s very important to study and know the Word.

Here are some Bible verses for encouragement today:

Lamentations 3:25 – The LORD is good to those who wait for HIM.

Isaiah 64:4 – From of old no one has heard or perceived by the ear, no eye has seen a GOD besides you, who acts for those who wait for HIM.

Proverbs 3:5-6 – Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge HIM, and HE will make your paths straight.

Waiting on GOD is hard work, it’s not easy.

It could be a time for pruning, character development, a humbling process, breaking down addictions or idols, life redirection, and other purposes that GOD intends to fulfill.

There’s no shame in struggling through it, GOD knows and knew that we will struggle, HE knows our shortcomings, and we are frail after all that is why we rely on HIM as HE is our unshakable rock.

Surrender it all to HIM, cast all your burdens to HIM, and watch how HIS plan for your life unfolds.

Be comforted and encouraged in your waiting, be strengthened, may the LORD who made you and planned your whole life carry you through and through in JESUS Name.🙂🙏💕

The Word of GOD Recharges me.

There are times whereby everything feels so heavy, sometimes for a reason and sometimes for no particular reason.

There are times whereby I am overwhelmed by emotions, yes I am such a deep feeler so there’s that.

I can honestly say I do personally deal with emotions or feelings my way sometimes like having a light snack which sometimes elevates my mood, say a short prayer, read the bible, any book or an article, writing, take a walk and watch something. Those coping mechanisms do work at times but sometimes don’t.

What I’ve learnt in this journey is that distracting yourself from feeling something deeply rarely works long-term.

What usually helps in a very effective way is intentionally praying, reading, listening and meditating on the word of GOD. I can add; evangelizing and talking to someone about how I feel.

Christian content helps a lot too it always gives me some sort of comfort, through it I get to know & remember that I am not alone.

In Hebrews 4:12 the Bible says, “For the word of GOD is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and of discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.”

I can testify a million or billion times about how powerful and active the word of GOD is.

I could be upset, angry, feeling down and even crying but the moment I sit and read the word of GOD, suddenly everything changes. Oh LORD you alone knows how you do this!

The word has the ability to uplift my spirit, bring joy, soothe my mind and heart, comforts me, it moves me in different ways that I may not be able to explain.

It can bring me to my knees, it can command obedience and surrender, leads me to praise and worship.

It speaks the language that my soul and spirit understands. It fills me.

There are so many reasons why GOD gave us HIS word, HE wrote and created it on purpose and for a purpose. HE speaks to HIS creation through it.

“HE restores my soul. HE leads me in paths of righteousness for HIS name sake”(Psalm 23:3).

The word of GOD restores me, it changes and recharges me.

May the LORD restore you and everything in your life that needs to be. GOD Bless!

Happy reading! 😊

Cling to GOD when it hurts, when nothing makes sense.

It happens a lot that when a person is in distress, when it feels like nothing is working out, when there’s a feeling of being defeated by life; anger and resentment towards to GOD grow deeper.

It’s pain or even frustration and in a way everyone is entitled to the way they deal with it, but is that the right way to respond or deal with it??

In Psalm 34:18, the Bible says that the LORD is closer to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. JEHOVA is aware and cares for HIS children who are hurt/broken hearted.

As good as that sound may we always remember that, HE saves HIS children who are repentant  those who are not humble HE may not save them.

GOD is omnipresent, and always know what’s happening, nothing comes by surprise to HIM.

One important question to ask yourself when confused, or wondering why you deserve to experience such pain is….

Can GOD heal our hearts if they are not broken?

Most importantly, whom do we look to, run to when our world is falling apart? Does GOD intend to do something with our pain?

Isaiah 41:13 states, “For I Am the LORD your GOD who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, do not fear, I will help you.”

You friend….

Do you give your hand , your disappointments, failure, sin to GOD or do you run somewhere else for temporary comfort or distraction?

Psalm 147:3 says that GOD heals the wounds of every shattered heart. Run to HIM for every kind of wound, even the one you believe that you’re completely responsible for.

GOD reassures you as HIS child of the unchanging nature of HIS compassion and lovingkindness, even in the midst of suffering and grief. GOD’s intention is not to afflict us willingly but to work out a great divine purpose (read Lamentations 3:31-33).

Surrendering to HIS will makes sense with time and understanding.

“The LORD will give strength unto HIS people; the LORD will bless HIS people with peace.” If HE made that promise then HE ought to keep it, HE is Not a man to lie.

In the midst of it all, the LORD has commanded you to be strong and courageous. To not be afraid or terrified because of enemies or challenges, for HE is with you and will never forsake you.

Revelation 21:4, has promised that HE will wipe every tear from your eyes. Also, that there’ll be no more death, mourning, crying or pain for the old order of things would have passed away…. . When GOD’s plan has worked out as destined and planned.

Let us hold on onto this hope, fix our hearts on the KING of KINGS, as HE works in you and through us all. Let us fix our eyes on JESUS, our living savior letting HIS will be done.

May HIS divine healing power run through all of us and may we continuously rejoice with the LORDS of LORDS. 🙂🙏💕

JESUS is the head of the church

Colossians 1:18 “HE is also the head of the body, the church and HE is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that HE Himself will come to have the first place in everything.”

“I am the vine, you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.”

These were my Sunday school teacher’ favorite verses. She would repeatedly tell, remind us about how JESUS is the main vine and how we were the branches. GOD used her to plant a certain foundation in many of us. May the LORD bless her soul for her good works forever.

As a child I was taught and took in almost everything I considered right, even about CHRIST.

It took me being Born again to fully grasp and deeply understand the truth about JESUS. Back then I was more influenced by Biblical laws/commandments. I am certain that I was just strictly religious and not obedient or walketh as GOD willed me to. Living by rules did work for my good though, it saved me from a lot.

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Although there are founders, elders, prophets, ministers of the church, JESUS is the head of them all. If HE is not the head of the church, then a believer definitely knows that there’s something wrong there.

If everything exists because of HIM, is created by HIM, belongs to HIM. How could there be another head?

Colossians 2:10 “and in HIM you have been made complete, and HE is the head over all rule and authority.” In whom have we been made complete? JESUS of course. Is there any other in whom we can be made complete? I doubt!😌

If JESUS is the head over all rule and authority that means , even the greatest prophets, wisest elders ever known/existed bows on HIS feet. JESUS is the head of the church!

According to Ephesians 4:8, when JESUS ascended on high, HE gave gifts to men.

This further entails that; every single being, called or not, I mean including the one on vocation, the gifts each possess are from GOD. There’s a greater purpose behind what GOD plans, gives and does.

Christians receive gifts from GOD for the equipping of saints.

How about soul winning? teaching? That too🙂, otherwise JESUS wouldn’t have gave us a command to make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit (see Matthew 28:19-20).

Actually GOD gave gifts to men to serve many roles needed to accomplish HIS purposes on earth.

GOD has put all things under the authority of CHRIST and has made HIM head over all things for the benefit of the church. And the church is HIS body; it is made full and complete by CHRIST, who fills all things everywhere with HIMSELF (according to Ephesians 1:22-23).

GOD bless you as you read this message, may you be awaken to the truth about HIM even HIS authority over  all in JESUS name.🙂🙏❤️

Nothing you do for the LORD is ever useless.

1 Corinthians 15:58 states that, “my beloved brethren, be ye steadfast, unmovable, always abounding in the work of the LORD, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not vain in the LORD.”

As some may argue that the above verse was directed by Paul to the Corinths, I am a firm believer that it still applies to all believers today.

In fact, with all the negativity, doubt, ridicule, shame against ministry, the called needs to be reminded that working for the LORD is of so much value.

May this whole message be a refreshing reminder that no matter how hard or seemingly meaningless our work appears, it is meaningful to GOD because it brings HIM glory, therefore; it is not vain.

As I was inspired to write this message, I was reminded by the once so demeaning  words from some close and not so close people who have questioned my love for the things of GOD, ‘ which doesn’t benefit me in any tangible way’, meaning money-wise.

I’ve been told so many times that I should focus and invest in things that will bring me more money. I’ve been told not to waste my potential, focusing on things that don’t have much benefit.

I would be lying if I can say that I’ve never been discouraged by such words. What I am proud of is that, they’ve never stopped me from doing what the LORD is pleased with.

It is so important to read the word, to know thyself and understand others in order to handle everything accordingly.

Most of the negativity towards GOD and HIS work pushes me to be more diligent, active and fruitful in the service of the LORD.

Knowing and understanding some truths about the Kingdom of light and darkness can save you from overreacting, being defensive, and just a whole lot more.

Who hates the salvation of souls as satan? Who has blinded many from seeing the truth? Who has a different agenda than GOD’s?

When you can answer such questions, it’s easy to know what to listen, react to and what not to.

We’re called to an abundance of good works like pouring love, kindness, comfort, and faithfulness in all areas of life. May we remain dedicated, persevere and committed in the Christian journey.

Colosians 3:23-24 says, whatever you do , whatever kind of work you are doing, work heartily, with all your heart and all the different ways that plays out in scripture, with CHRIST-like character, with honesty, with diligence, with integrity, with humility. So work heartily as for the LORD and not for men.

This Bible verse is clear but those who lacks understanding will always speak & think otherwise.

Working, serving the LORD doesn’t always mean that we’ll obtain money from that, it’s always an act of service. It’s the love for CHRIST and the love of souls that drives many to share the gospel. It’s up to GOD to reward us in any way as it pleases HIM when we serve.

When we do the work, may greed stay afar from us which has led many astray.

It is important for everyone to have a source of income as the LORD wills and provide, but obsessing about money and abandoning the most important work, soul winning, or I’d say ministry as called and placed by GOD shouldn’t happen.

The accolades, titles, riches which are not bad but shouldn’t determines anyone’s purpose on earth aren’t vain. So why should the most important, highest calling on earth be vain or seen as vain??

Servant, child of GOD keep on sowing, sharing, doing, loving, teaching and doing what the LORD has called you to do, for it is not vain before HIS sight.

GOD bless.🙂🙏❤️

What is to Pray without Ceasing & why should we?

In 1 Thessalonians 5:17 the word says that, we must pray without ceasing.

To me that means our lives are supposed to be centered and rooted around prayer. Our lives are supposed to be constantly turned towards GOD the Father.🙏

Prayer should be like breathing in our lives..

Daily prayer can bless you , your loved ones and those you pray for. More than that, praying continually is the key to rejoicing always.😊💕

When we lean on GOD all the time and call unto HIM always, HE is capable of filling us up, strengthening us, comforts, embraces and heals us even.

How graceful is GOD, how blessed are we that we are able to continually have dialogues with our Creator, be listened to and actually be heard.

Are we even aware that our engagement with GOD through prayer allows us to be involved in HIS work that will go on forever? 😃 This is the most exciting and humbling part!

When we pray, we participate in GOD’s will being accomplished. As the Bible states in Matthew 6:9-10 “pray ye our Father which art in heaven , hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.”

When we pray consistently and sincerely we’re going to hear more from GOD and be better able to align our actions with what we hear.

Prayer is very much important and we cannot afford to live without it.

I’ll furtherly share a few more reasons why we shouldn’t cease from praying in a orderly way:

  • As the devil has not ceased from his work on earth, we must also not cease to pray. As the Bible says in 1 Peter 5:8 that he goes around roaring like a lion looking for whom he may devour. The devil’s greatest mission is to steal, kill and destroy, we cannot cease from praying if he’s still busy.
  • For peace to reign in our cities, states, towns and nations. We shouldn’t wait until there’s war, a disaster, threat to peace, violence, and illnesses before we can start praying. We must pray without ceasing for the peace in our own countries. We must pray without ceasing for those in leadership so that we may live in peace as 1 Timothy 2:1-2 states.
  • For deliverance of others from trouble. Ephesians 5:16 says that the days are evil. Most of the time when people are in trouble they can’t pray but focus on finding a solution. That may mean that they depend on the prayers of others. We should never fail such people because of our prayerlessness!
  • For the salvation of nations before the return of CHRIST. 2 Peter 3:9 says that, the LORD is not slow to HIS promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance. How gracious is GOD!

Let us stay prayed up!

I hope that you’re motivated to pray more after reading this message. GOD bless. 🙂❤️🙏

Having Victory Over Intrusive Thoughts

You cannot defeat something you don’t know exist or don’t understand….

What exactly are intrusive thoughts?

Intrusive thoughts are ideas and images that comes to mind uninvited and typically unwanted. They can be so annoying.

One greatest advice I would give to anyone in the world in order to defeat such thoughts or anything else is to run and cling to GOD.

The love of GOD casts out fear, and in a way fear is the root of such thoughts.

As I have been victimized by intrusive thoughts, I’ve learnt to deal with them by the grace of GOD.

Here I’ll be sharing different effective ways that I’ve used and still use at times to defeat intrusive thoughts:

  • I resist them– James 4, says “Resist the devil and he will flee from you.” To me it’s the easiest way to escape those unpleasant thoughts especially when they are intense.
  • I pray to GOD to help me get rid of them or for HIM to eradicate them for me. It could just be a short prayer and then I move along. GOD is faithful enough to deliver us from almost everything when we call unto HIM. In Psalm 91:15 , HE says, we shall call unto HIM and HE will answer us. GOD is with us in trouble, HE promised to deliver us on the very same verse Psalm 91. HE is our Father, helper, and our lover. We shoukd trust HIM enough to call HIM and receive HIS help.
  • Reading the word, meditating on it and knowing it. –When we our minds are fixed on who GOD is; we get to know HIM deeply, HIS power and HIS love. When our minds are filled with the word of GOD we also get to know who we are in CHRIST. This all assist us in overcoming those foreign thoughts. As 2 Corinth 10:5 says, we cast down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of GOD, and bring into captivity every thought to the obedience of CHRIST. We can’t do that if we don’t read and know the word of GOD. Also, knowing the word makes it easier for us to know the thoughts that are from GOD, the devil or ourselves. If you know the what GOD says and do, the tricks of the devil will never work on you or it won’t be easy for the devil to deceive you.
  • Having a close relationship with GOD. –This is like the ultimate standard for a child of GOD, to be able to stand against anything and everything. When you are close to the Father , when you listen and talk to HIM all the time how will the devil even get into successfully annoying you with those unbearable thoughts? Listening to HIM also involves obeying, so who wins there? When the voice of GOD is loud in your life, the one of the devil or self will be quiet. When we do as James 4:8 says, getting closer to GOD, there’ll be less things that will put us down.

1 John says, for everyone who has been born of GOD overcomes the world. Wherever you are friend, those thoughts have No power over you in JESUS name. Be free as you read this, as you proclaim this with faith for yourself!

Always remember this, you are never alone and GOD is for you.❤️💕

Accepting The Will Of GOD Leads Into A Peaceful, Joyful Life.

May The LORD bless you dear friend as you’ve stopped by.. Welcome🙂

The will of GOD is not so easy to understand or even to surrender to, but then Our Heavenly Father never left us desolate to figure things out on our own, He gladly gave us a manual_ His Word📖 & He is forever present with us in this life journey.

Let me admit that there have been times when I’ve been mad or angry at GOD because of the unfavourable circumstances in my life, although I would still realize deep down that I still loved my Father no matter what. Sounds odd right?

That’s what happens when JESUS has took your heart🙃.

I’ve said this to myself so many times “it would be so unfair & selfish for me to only love GOD When everything is going well.” Why? Because I’ve learnt that GOD isn’t a genie or santa clause that I should demand all my wishes, wants on Him anytime, anyhow & expect Him to say Yes to everything.

Understanding & Accepting that GOD loves you regardless of who, where you come from, where you are or what you’ve done doesn’t come so easily. It happens when the grace, mercy, forgiveness & love has devoured us, when we have accepted that we can never save ourselves & that we can never be fully enough on our own nor live without our Father. I mostly agree that ; when we have accepted that we can never earn forgiveness nor can we ever carry the burdens, even sins on our own we would gladly appreciate the ransom of CHRIST.

Even though I have had so many bad days, intensely challenging seasons, my love & gratitude towards GOD can never be tamed. I’ve learnt to be grateful for this life He has blessed me with & I am cherishing it everyday. To think that the Creator of the universe wanted me to be part of His story here on earth makes me melt & humbles me so much☺.

GOD had thought of me & you before we ever existed how beautiful & sweet is that?😊

He created all things for us to dominate & enjoy? Who are we to? Have you ever wondered friend? It’s without a suprise that David the Psalmist marvelled so much in the Bible (Psalms 8:4-9).

The best part is; GOD didn’t only create us to just enjoy things & die but, He created us so that He can mould us to go to heaven where we truly belong on appointed time.

Do you friend know the fall in Genesis chapter 3 in the Bible? How the fall led us into separation with our Father? We’re definitely hearding back to Him when His promised time comes, how exciting!

He has made laws, principles, warnings, punishments, hardships, guidlines, promises & other situations and seasons for our good. Some to break & rebuild us; for our character, to humble us, to destroy the seed of disobedience in man, to renew, to sanctify, to teach us, to bless, to glorify Himself & much more other divine purposes.

Truthfully the will of GOD is not easy nor nice at times but, do we know better than the Author to ever think that He could have done better?

Is this our story? Do we own anything & everything?, can we figure out the mind of GOD behind every circumstance? His word says, His thoughts & His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9) so the best we can do is to humbly obey & let Him lead.

Even if we were to fight GOD’s will, can we ever win??😅

In Order to grasp the meaning of life, to understand the will of GOD it’s vital that we have a fruitful relationship with our Father. Reading the word, praying, worshipping, spending time with GOD alone, listening & generally conversing with Him as our loving Father is part of it.

Searching, knowing, understanding His word leads to understanding His will, although it can never be limited to that.

Being connected to GOD with understanding of His truth & will leads into a peaceful, joyful, & content life ; I can testify of that🙂.

Ohh dear friend if you haven’t found what GOD desires for you most to have & accomplish; I’m praying for you🙏, may He bless you with all that you desire aswell but most of all may He bless you with His everlasting joy, understanding, contentment and peace♥️.

Feel free to share & comment I’ll be happily awaiting to hear from you friends 🌼.

JESUS Healed My Anxiety And Panic Attacks

Hello There🙂.. Thank you for visiting my site..Ride On & read about my life experiences, I am hoping to connect, share & relate to many.. . 

I promise that I’ll try to keep it shor

Some Consider Anxiety And Panic Attacks as More like the same thing as much as they are related, They are definitely not the same. Let me share some of my life experiences with both.

I grew up as the most shy, quiet, nervous, awkward kid. My childhood was amazing though, had everything I wanted and wished for, a family so loving and caring especially my selfless mom who made sure that her kids never lacked a thing.

As that happy weird child I had some strange life experiences besides being extremely bullied at school, I’ve seen the most strangest things especially at night, spiritual things you guess? Yep you’re right. Somehow I think that might have contributed to my anxiety.

Suprisingly, I’ve only shared those experiences when I got older.

I also grew up hearing a lot of witchcraft stories, never believed in them or ever afraid of them until I was constantly a victim of witchcraft years back..

Hang on, we’re going somewhere…

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I trusted, feared and loved GOD since I was very young, literally a little girl.

The more I prayed, taught about Him ( sunday schools mostly) , at home, and read about Him the more I believed in His existence since I was a child… But the anxiety never cared😏.

I believed that I was too shy until later in life when I realised that it has always been morethan shyness. I had plenty of phobias including being seen, even looked at by anyone , I used to be overly conscious I  think.

Let me say I loved being alone since I was a child but, had public phobia. As a result; I have always been indoors.

I’m still an indoor loner to this day but very comfortable when going outside…I love my own company, GOD’s company is always welcome though.😄

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If Anybody knows or had experienced anxiety and panic attacks they will definitely understand what I’m sharing.

I think I was the most stressed teenager  and even adult-not in a bad way,  until JESUS came to my rescue. ..Think of Overthinking.🤔

This were my saddening experiences as a result of anxiety & Panic Attacks;

sudden sweating, sweaty arm pits, stress before going out or before any possible event, body shaking, fear, nausea, an unrestfull racing mind, dizziness, fear of dying, heavy heart beat & chest pains especially if there’s a thought/perception of something life threatning.

I should also mention that I have almost fainted so many times in public & have always been helped by sitting down and calming down before I proceeded with anything I intended to do.

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I have tried diets, supplements, yoga: meditation, even exercising.

Nothing ever completely helped me, it’s  only JESUS alone who divinely healed me😇.

Psalm 103:2-3 “Bless the Lord O my soul and forget not all His benefits; Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases.”😇

Because His word and promises are true, He rescued, healed and loved me regardless of what I have done.

Can anybody blame me for loving and talking, sharing things about Him everyday?😅

I love GOD purely as my Father but additionally, He is faithful and true. His Divine love, peace,healing & comfort surpasses all understanding🤗. He is my first love☺❤.

Ohh dear friend if you’ve ever been in my shoes you can relate, and if you’re still there’ I’m Praying for you🙏 .

I insist that you persistently call upon the name of the LORD and be saved (Romans 10:13).

Trust and have faith on our GOD & He will come to your rescue, He is with you & loves you , till eternity He will❤.

You’re never alone, we’re never alone even if we may think we are at times.

Stay blessed friends.

Feel free to comment & share. I’m excitedly awaiting to hear from you all😊💕.

JESUS is a real healer, HE saves

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